Chapter 12: THEN: WILD THINGS

In this chapter, the Notch reflects on the wild and unpredictable nature of their life as a hitman. The chapter delves into the camaraderie and intellectual debates among the members of the assassination unit, highlighting their deep bond and shared experiences. Despite the grim nature of their work, the team finds solace in the philosophical discussions and the sense of family instilled by their leader, Sarge. The chapter also touches on Notch’s internal struggles and the impact of their violent profession on their psyche. Through a series of anecdotes and reflections, the chapter paints a vivid picture of Notch's life, blending moments of humor, introspection, and the harsh realities of their profession.

CHAPTER 11. THEN: GEDUNKS

In this chapter, Notch and the team are dealing with the intense heat and humidity while sitting around bored. Coop, one of the team members, suggests going out for "gedunks," which is Navy slang for snacks or desserts. The team decides to go to a place called "The Rampant Geisha," which turns out to be a brothel. Despite initial reservations, they end up enjoying “ice cream” and the atmosphere.

The chapter highlights the camaraderie and humor among the team members as they navigate their challenging and often dangerous lives. It provides a glimpse into their coping mechanisms and the lighter moments that help them endure the stress and danger of their work.

Chapter 10: Death of a Spy

In this intense chapter, Notch faces a moral and emotional dilemma after eliminating Lan Bich Hong, a Viet Cong spy. Notch's mentor, Sarge, reassures them that the mission was necessary to save lives, but Notch struggles with the psychological impact of killing a woman. The chapter delves into the complexities of espionage and sabotage during the Vietnam War, highlighting the blurred lines between friend and foe. Notch's internal conflict is further explored as he grapples with the arousal he felt during the kill, questioning his own motivations. Sarge provides guidance and support, helping Notch understand the importance of their actions in the larger context of the war. This chapter is a poignant exploration of the emotional toll of being a hitman and the moral ambiguities of their profession.