I'm Not Really Here

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I'm Not Really Here

By: Gary Lonesborough

Narrated by: Joseph Althouse

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A wonderful coming-of-age queer romance from the multi award-winning author of The Boy from the Mish.

When 17-year-old Jonah arrives in a new town – Patience – with his dad and younger brothers, it feels like a foreign place. A new town means he needs to make new friends - which isn't always easy. Especially when he's wrestling with his body image, and his memories of his mother.

When he joins the local footy team so he can spend more time with his new crush, Harley, he feels like he's moving closer to something good. But even though he knows what he wants, it doesn't mean he's ready.

Emotionally compelling, honest and featuring warm and authentically vulnerable characters, I'm Not Really Here is a beautiful novel from an internationally acclaimed bestselling Indigenous author about navigating family and friendships, and finding a way through grief towards love.

Coming of Age

LGBTQ+

Literature & Fiction

Multicultural

Sports